Tuesday, December 05, 2006

You try to be a nice person and....

you still feel like ass. I was dating this guy for like....well, we went on TWO dates. the spark was just not there for me. so i wanted to tell him in person that i think he's a great guy and so sweet and he will be the perfect guy for whoever is so lucky to be his girl (and i sincerely mean this) but that that girl will never be me. he knew something was up so i ended up telling him on the phone. he kept saying how he knew this was coming and that he told his friend he knew it was coming and that his friend told him that i dont know what a great guy i'm missing out on and that i'll regret it and that i'm too young to know what's good for me. great. I KNOW YOU"RE A GREAT GUY. but god dammit sometimes it is just NOT there. at least i didn't keep him around for the attention or eventual hooking up. fuck...why do i have to justify to myself that i'm not a bad person?

tell me things will get better...

2 Comments:

Blogger goofygigglygirl said...

you did the right thing! it is so stupid that his friend said you were young because you did the most mature, adult thing you could have done in this situation. did you know that there are 3 containers of Ben & Jerry's in our freezer and I will be home tonight? interesting, very interesting ;)

9:03 AM  
Blogger Erica said...

dude, his friend sounds retarded. you are a nice person, and i know how it feels when the guy is really nice, but it's just not there. there's nothing you can do to force that. you did the right thing. i reiterate: his friend sounds dumb.

3:33 PM  

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