No friends like those in T.O.

I think Kevin was right in saying there is something in the drinking water in T.O. We are just so weird. J finally opened his mouth and talked, what a nice boy. Yanyi continued to drink and vomit everywhere. Kyle, Greg, and Jon still spout out the most random funny ish. And Steph still passes out early. Haha, I guess some things just never change. Except for the fact J talked to me. Well crap, once again I make no sense.

Home was good...i watched a lot of movies. In fact, I watched a lot of OLD movies, like 50's and 60's and stuff. They are so good. No sex, no blood and guts everywhere. Just suggestive stuff. I miss those kinds of innocent movies. Notice how the re-makes of old movies just suck balls, well most of them anyway. They put all the contemporary stuff in it and it SUCKS. ARG. This really annoys me.

So I just remembered that there is outdoor ice skating at Horton plaza and I really want to go. Random sidenote.

I listened to high school choir music on my drive back to san diego. I am so weird. I started crying when i heard my best friends singing their solos and whatnot. My friends kick ass. I tried to sing along but realized I am not talented like my friends and couldn't sing a solo to save my life. Jealous much? Yes, that is correct.

I'm excited to decorate for Christmas. I brought home all of my christmas socks and christmas stuffed animals. so excited right now. Ok, I've wasted enough time at work. hmm...wasted. I could really go for a beer. HAHAHA. Alright i'm done.

Oh Thanksgiving

I've had a long and trying week.

TUESDAY:
Went to the dentist. Ok, let's back up a bit. I had to fill out this questionnaire about my health and whatnot because it was my first time with this dentist. I had this little heart murmur thing a couple of years ago but since then nothing has happened with it. APPARENTLY I can't even get my teeth cleaned without getting a clearance from my doctor saying my heart is ok. jesus christ, i ran a marathon and you're going to say my heart is not in good condition? I had to make an appointment with my doctor in san diego because my old doctors in TO wouldnt sign a fax saying i was ok. FUCK THAT. $20 copay to see my doctor so they can tell me i'm ok. jesus, all this hassle just to get my teeth CLEANED. THEN the dentist tells me it will be $300 to clean my teeth and fill in my cavities. Three hundred dollars? Are you for real right now? I never had to pay for that shit when I was little.

WEDNESDAY:
Left for TO around 11pm. Halfway through orange county i think, "hmm, why is my steering wheel hard to keep straight? oh shit, what's that noise? FUCK!" I pull over to the side of the freeway scared out of my mind. Oh wonderful it's midnight and i have a flat tire. Oh the spare tire in my trunk is flat as well. Fantastic. i call my dad. "dad, i have a flat tire. what do i do?" My dad called the towing company but all but one were closed because of the holiday. he said the soonest he would be able to help me is in 2 hours. well fuck. Both my mom and my dad drove from TO to rescue me. My dad changes my tire and we get off on the next exit to fill the rest of my tires with air. When I was outside with my dad, this hispanic man with a thick accent gets out of his car, which is right next to us, and asks my dad and me if we want a cigarette. we both say no politely. my dad goes to move the other car and the hispanic man asks me my name, asks me if i want another cigarette and continues to hit on me. Jesus christ man it's 3:30 in the fucking morning and my PARENTS are right next to me. Why the HELL are you hitting on me? Go home man, just go home. So my parents and i take off for home going no more that 55 mph at any time. Man did that take a long time to get home. I walked in the door at 5am. It was the longest time it has EVER taken me to get home.

THURSDAY:
Relaxing day of watching old movies and doing laundry and eating and running. A wonderful day with the fam to make up for my two horrid days before. sigh, and i'm spent.

Birthday weekend

10. Cleaned my room, thoroughly.

9. Cleaned my apartment, not so thoroughly but good enough.

8. Went to gus' and had a diet coke. enjoyed my diet coke while showing my sis and her boy my work.

7. Had mexican food with good friends. Quote of the night:
"Girls are so shallow." ~Brad

6. Wore really bright turquoise shirt and gaudy turqouise earrings because it was MY effing birthday and i can.

5. Jumped on andrew when he surprised me in sd.

4. drank and danced the night away. i'm pretty sure my boob popped out on the car ride home. stupid but wonderful low cut shirt.

3. got super bitter when katy and her boy slept in my bed, jenny and her boy were in her bed and i was BY MYSELF on the couch. dammit it was my birthday. where the hell is my makeout buddy!?

2. watched star wars while cuddling with a pillow that has return of the jedi on it.

And last but not least.....

1. Nick is NOT gay.

Have you gotten your ribs removed?

Rumors about marilyn manson:

MM had three ribs removed so he can suck his own dick.
MM was paul on the wonder years.
MM was winnie cooper on the wonder years.
MM has sex with then kills animals on stage.

There are many times in the marilyn manson book that i laughed out loud. this was one of them and i definitely felt the need to share.

"If I'd really gotten my ribs removed, I would have been busy sucking my own dick on the wonder years instead of chasing winnie cooper. Besides, I wouldn't have sucked other people's dicks on stage, either. I would have been sucking my own. Plus, who really has time to be killing puppies when you can be sucking your own dick? I think I'm gonna call a surgeon in the morning."


It's amazing. I believe that some of the smartest people in this world are also the ones that are the most effed up.


On another note, i slept for 14 hours yesterday. yep. got home from work at 4:15pm and went straight to bed. didnt wake up til the next morning at 6:30. and it wasn't my alarm because i had failed to set it. it was brad asking if i had to go to work. rawr! i didnt want to go to work. i wanted to sleep!

no i'm just waiting around for jenny to get home so i can run. need to get a schedule going again. arg. so hard when you're sleepy sleepy.

Bipolarness

I reread what I wrote on sunday and just about fell out of my chair laughing. I truly am retarded.

I also laughed really hard yesterday. Here's the reason: kevin called to tell me that he just saw a man with AN eyebrow. apparently it was far worse than the jewish frat guy in van wilder. i feel bad for people like that...have they not heard of tweezers?

Anyway, I'm about to go to sushi with jenny. mmmm...sushi. I invited Michael to come along but he's being gay (no pun intended) and hasn't called me in like forever. I guess the fact that i don't have a dick finally registered with him. bummer.

I don't understand the temperature of my office. I imagine it's about 60. I think it's to prevent us from falling asleep. no joke.

In early january, i'm returning to school. and by school i mean there's a four day class at USD that my work is paying for me to go to. WHoa, i don't know if i can handle going back and seeing all the people that i really don't care for. i actually am really excited for the class though. such a nerd right now.

"I'm priceless"
~Peter Griffin family guy

Am I living it right?

Friday: major shopping spree with money i dont have. ate panda express.

Saturday: laundry and..

1. Romeo and Juliet
2. Monster-in-law
3. The wedding date
4. How to lose a guy in 10 days
5. the wizard of oz
6. sister act

Honestly, what has my life come to? I was watching movies from 9:30am to 7:30pm. I'm so sick.

That night Lindsay, Brad, and I went to a local dive bar in point loma called the captains quarters. Darts, pool, brad talking with guys about football, guys wanting to come back with us, brad telling them that lindsay and i were gay. so hey, at least the guys didnt come home with us. went to bed abnormally late.

Sunday: Fall classic. Pretty effing boring to watch fall races. It was good to be near the crew people again whom i've always taken a liking for. Saw Stu for the first time since school ended. Fell in love with him again...he's such a nice guy. The best part of the whole crew experience today was Nick's legs. (Nick stop blushing.) There's something so hot about his legs in spandex shorts.

Came home, took a nap, went for a much needed long run with jenny. i hadnt seen her since thursday so it was good to catch up. we talked about our weekend and how we are living our life right now and how we're not too happy with it. We decided that something needs to fill the void that had once held our marathon training. That void has left a serious scar on our current lifestyle. (hope that sentence made sense) We are both emotionally unstable as of today (note: this may change tomorrow being we are bipolar).

After our run, I asked jenny what she was up to and she said she was going to church. and for some odd reason i wanted to go. let's have a quick recap of andi's religious life...oh wait that's right i never had one. I never went to church when i was little and when i've gone in the past few years it turns out to be a far more emotional experience than you could ever imagine. i enjoyed the service though so that's good.

The main point I got from the service and just from religion in general is to live for others and do good deeds to help everyone and put their needs before yours. I love this thought but it's so damn hard to live an san diego and actually live that life. People, and by people I mean the majority of people, DON'T live that life. People are cruel, selfish, and put themselves before others because that's how you're supposed to get "ahead" in life. So, in the words on John Mayer, "am i livin it right?" I don't know which side to choose because you end up getting screwed with either. I don't know what type of person I am right now....and that bothers me too.

This is andi's life in terms of the type of person I was/am:

Elementary school: Bad - I was a popular brat.
Middle school: Bad - Called a girl names and now she's a porn star.
High school: Good - I loved everyone and everyone loved me!
First two years of college: Good - Everyone has good intentions so we should give people the benefit of the doubt.
Last two years of college: Bad - Started to realize that people suck and don't always have good intentions.
Post college: Undecided - I pretty much ignored everyone after school ended because i didn't know how i felt about anyone including myself. thats why i was completely happy running all the time with jenny. god i hope her goodness rubbed off on me.

Wow I am rambling today. I got a lot of ish on my mind and i don't really know who the right person to tell it to is, so i'll just tell everyone and broadcast it over the internet. what could be better than that! anyway, i think i am just going to go to bed and hopefully i'll feel better in the morning. in the meantime, don't be mean people.

omggetmethehelloutofhere

I'm at work. There are 10 people here when there are 40 who work here. WTF am i doing here? I'm running out of work, the work i do have i dont understand and cant do without the people who are gone, and i'm going insane. get me out of here. 30 minutes and i am out. beer anyone?

Texas

College Station is a very interesting place...and by interesting I mean extremely bare and uneventful. I had a blast with Kevin though, nothing new there. I do want to point out how much I effing HATE the plane trips home. They last ten times longer than the flight there. My book that I was so extremely excited about couldnt even salvage the plane ride.

So, I am reading a book. I haven't read a book for pleasure since elementary school when I was reading the babysitters club and nancy drew books. I finally found something that sparks my interest- The long hard road from hell by Marilyn Manson. I'd like to point out that I am not a satanist, I just find the unknown fascinating. It's a trippy ass book and I'm really enjoying it. YAY for books! On another note, whenever I pulled my book out I was kind of frightened for the reaction that people may give me being that the cover and every so often in the book had pictures of Marilyn Manson. I was kind of mad at myself because there were these two guys sitting next to me on the way home and i wanted to strike up a worthwhile conversation with them but the i noticed the wedding rings and opened my book instead. needless to say after that point they didnt say a word to me.

So I hadn't worked out in a week since yesterday. I think i may have overdone it. I went for a run with jenny, played an indoor game, and played another indoor game right after it in the span of monday night. I guess i made up for week of doing nothing but eating, drinking and sleeping.

Alright, I should probably go and find work. I ran out and all the people who give me work are at lunch. I bloody hate Novembers in tax accounting. arg.

System of a Down

Buy their newest cd mezmerize. Buy it right now. They truly rock my world.